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Paul Ilechko

Formerly the Dark Earth

It used to be a farm      but now     now I’m not

sure, what it is anymore     the new owner has wide

tires and greasepaint     and his reflection seems to

follow him everywhere he goes     there are blue

shadows edging into purple as the sun disappears

into the true darkness of a trailer park     there

is a crosshatching of foliage that fills in the mystery

of evening     there where it lingers above the coffee-

ground dirt of the river bank     as a child I led

with my right foot     not through fear     but

because I thought I knew where to find the truth

I had coins jangling in my pockets     stolen from

the collection plate     and there we sat     all together

in the abandoned car with its shattered windshield

trying to listen to the whistle of the wind     above

the full-throated roar of the missing engine.

Channels

I tried every channel     digital or analog

in my attempt to track you down

I fished every river within a hundred miles

of your last known whereabouts

with no success     the wriggling invertebrates

still suffering on the sharpness

of a hook     the meat of offering

seemingly unacceptable     or you were gone

to some place far removed from here

the dream of another country     a fire-gleam

of sunlight from the summer of a far-flung

time zone     a land perhaps

of earthquakes and cracking stucco

where bullet holes still mark the trajectory

of long ago battles     I posted images

at every intersection     your photograph

from an impossible age     with no response

where are you

mother

where are you now

as your youth comes into focus     your old age

fades away     oblivious to time.

Paul Ilechko is a British/American poet. Born in South Yorkshire, he now lives with his partner in Lambertville, NJ. His work has appeared in a variety of journals, including The Night Heron Barks, Louisiana Literature, Iron Horse Literary Review, Sleet Magazine, and The Inflectionist Review. His first album, "Meeting Points", was released in 2021.  

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